Sunday, December 7, 2008
♥ boring..
Whoa.. Today has been quite possibly the dullest day I've had in a long time, I planned on going to church this morning but for the 4th week in a row I slept in.. does that make me a bad person? I work with the kids there on sunday mornings so I feel extra bad because I'm sure they could've used my help, on top of that while I was sleeping in I had a dream that one of the girls from the kid's group died, which is creepy since just a couple days ago I dreamt that my brother died... I know more often than not dreams don't mean anything but it is really scary to think of people close to me dying like that, especially my brother.
I haven't been able to spend much time with Matt since he got married in 2004, not just because he is busy now but also because his wife is a controling bitch, I can't remember the last time I was around my brother without her there, she has forbidden my mother to ever see him or their son because she was late to their wedding, which I'm sure wasn't pleasant but get over it already, it's been almost 5 years... it isn't as if she killed anyone, she just delayed the wedding like 10 minutes. But of course us members of the family that his wife DOES accept (at least for now) have to put on a smile and act like we all adore her otherwise there will be trouble for my brother...it's a crappy situation.
ANYWHO, back to my boring day.. I didn't even wake up until about 4pm and since then I've been waiting on Jimmy to come home, we are supposed to watch "Step brothers" tonight so hopefully he'll be home soon, I miss him so much, with us both working now we hardly ever get time together. He was in the US Army for almost 4 years and so about 2 years of our relationship was spent apart with the exception of leaves and 4 day passes, I remember waiting months just to spend a couple days with him and when those couple days got here it was SO worth the wait, I'll never forget the day he gave me my engagment ring, it was soo cute... He and I were at his parent's house and he excused us to the living room, got down on one knee and BEGAN to propose, and then the phone rang... I knew what was up but I was trying to act like I didn't, but as soon as the phone rang I opened my mouth and said "Ring ring!" referring to the phone ringing, not the diamond he was about to put on my finger.. I felt so dumb.. But it was one of the sweetest moments of my life reguardless... Unfortuneately only a couple weeks later he had to ship out to Iraq for the second time.. After almost 8 months of letters and prayers he was finally home to stay and got to come back to our home town last March TO STAY <3
SO that is my sweet mushy story for today.. thanks for listening, haha.
I am going to go try to warm up now, it's freezing and this space heater just isn't cutting the cake.
I haven't been able to spend much time with Matt since he got married in 2004, not just because he is busy now but also because his wife is a controling bitch, I can't remember the last time I was around my brother without her there, she has forbidden my mother to ever see him or their son because she was late to their wedding, which I'm sure wasn't pleasant but get over it already, it's been almost 5 years... it isn't as if she killed anyone, she just delayed the wedding like 10 minutes. But of course us members of the family that his wife DOES accept (at least for now) have to put on a smile and act like we all adore her otherwise there will be trouble for my brother...it's a crappy situation.
ANYWHO, back to my boring day.. I didn't even wake up until about 4pm and since then I've been waiting on Jimmy to come home, we are supposed to watch "Step brothers" tonight so hopefully he'll be home soon, I miss him so much, with us both working now we hardly ever get time together. He was in the US Army for almost 4 years and so about 2 years of our relationship was spent apart with the exception of leaves and 4 day passes, I remember waiting months just to spend a couple days with him and when those couple days got here it was SO worth the wait, I'll never forget the day he gave me my engagment ring, it was soo cute... He and I were at his parent's house and he excused us to the living room, got down on one knee and BEGAN to propose, and then the phone rang... I knew what was up but I was trying to act like I didn't, but as soon as the phone rang I opened my mouth and said "Ring ring!" referring to the phone ringing, not the diamond he was about to put on my finger.. I felt so dumb.. But it was one of the sweetest moments of my life reguardless... Unfortuneately only a couple weeks later he had to ship out to Iraq for the second time.. After almost 8 months of letters and prayers he was finally home to stay and got to come back to our home town last March TO STAY <3
SO that is my sweet mushy story for today.. thanks for listening, haha.
I am going to go try to warm up now, it's freezing and this space heater just isn't cutting the cake.
7:58 PM
